The Soul Whisperer

Since this morning, one theme keeps coming up in different variations: what happens to souls without a physical body?
My girlfriend aptly called me a "Soul Whisperer" because I speak directly with them.

Our soul is like a tiny drop, wrapped in layers that separate it from the all-pervading ocean of Consciousness. Its goal is to dissolve those layers completely, until the drop merges with the ocean. The key here is love. The soul of a close person connected with me, and this dialogue emerged.

Question:
Tell me, what else would you like to accomplish or experience in this world?

Answer:
I am already leaving this world and preparing for Departure. I am trying to remember why I came here, why I entered this world. I probably won't manage much more; I wasted a lot of the time I was given here to move closer to the light. I was always afraid I wasn't good enough, yet none of that was truly important.

Question:
What advice would you give to others about how they should live?

Answer:
They should live their own lives, enjoy the experiences life brings. Rejoice in what life offers. One test follows another, and when we handle them, it's good — and when we don't, that too is not bad, because we learn from our mistakes. I was always afraid and cared too much about what my mother would say. I cared about school, and there were many things I wanted to do, but I didn't allow myself to do them in my own way. I kept asking my older sibling how things should be so that everyone would be happy.

I didn't allow myself to live joyfully; I tied myself into knots and became "incomplete, powerless," unable to express joy. From a small joyful girl, I turned into a frightened one, incapable of rejoicing or sharing joy. This pattern stayed with me my whole life, and I am still afraid to live and to be joyful.

Stop this as soon as you can! I couldn't do it, and I kept telling myself that what I was doing was the best. No — it wasn't. Now I know that, but it is too late as I am already on my way back to God.

The fear of rejection is so great that it prevents this soul from living, even though her body could have served her for much longer. In her next life she will face similar tests, so that she may have the opportunity to overcome them and move further along her path.